Birthday Gifts
May is my birthday month!
So much has unlocked for me in the past 2 years, even moreso in the last 6 months, even moreso in the last 2 months.
Old programs have dropped away or turned on their heads, old patterns of belief and thinking have fallen away to the point where I can't make sense of them anymore, old refuges have been revealed to me as the prisons they always were.
One more aspect of this came as I considered my birthday month. In years past, in the name of "feminine receiving" I might have suggested to those who read my writing that this is a great time to give me gifts. That was an important phase for me, receiving is still an edge, but as I thought that thought today, it felt hollow.
It was coming from poverty consciousness, the consciousness concerned with acquisition. (This is NOT true of all feminine receiving or invitations for gifts, it was true of MY thought today.)
Wealth is one of the things that has come clearer than ever to me in the past 6 months. Wealth consciousness is concerned with the DISTRIBUTION of my sacred resources.
In abundance, the chief concern is "with whom can I share this wealth?"
In wealth, I become laser-focused on being a worthy steward of the precious resources at my disposal.
This never has anything to do with mine or others' perception of the relative quantity of my resources.
This has to do with whether I recognize the abundance at my disposal or if I use my infinite imagination to imagine myself lacking.
The wealth consciousness codes are now so clear to me that I cannot hold to an acquisition-thought, and I feel repulsed at the idea of acting on an acquisition-thought. I no longer *believe in* acquisition as a worthy attentional target, so these thoughts no longer have a scaffolding to climb to an action-potential.
Today when the thought arose about inviting gifts, when it felt hollow, my mind immediately leaped to distribution.
What do I have, in terms of sacred resources, that are going unused?
Immediately I knew it's my online courses.
Abundantly Boundaried sells well, at $39 I see it as a steal, and I market it frequently, because I have confidence in it as a written course with downloadable audio affirmations. (Plus I’m loving giving it as a live workshop.)
But I've had less confidence in the courses I recorded live, (Masculine Pole and Feminine Cycle). Despite their quality and the value of them, I'm just uncomfortable with pre-recorded videos, particularly of myself.
Despite the way people reliably ask me for recordings of my live courses, I hold a belief that people aren't going to watch those videos or get as much out of them as they get from live content. This is a projection of my learning style onto the world, and true thoughts that others learn differently do not always overcome my subtle but deeply held belief that everyone in this world is just like me.
A client recently went through both these courses and loved them and has raved about them and then told me about revisiting them nearly as soon as he was complete. Then another client came in saying that something like a year ago Feminine Cycle gave her essential information to show up in her feminine in her relationship.
Ok, ok, I get it, universe. I have something here.
I have something sacred, a resource I might be more exquisitely stewarding, and I've been letting it sit there. Sure, these resources are *available* but if they're infrequently purchased, they might not be compellingly priced.
Such did my birthday month distribution mission become clear.
I've decided to bundle all my courses for the month of May; I was born in 1990, so you can purchase all three for $90.
Abundantly Boundaried is now in the hot little hands of nearly 300 people. That course has revolutionary understandings of what boundaries are which still shock me in their efficacy and poignancy as they enter the minds and stir the hearts of people who know a LOT about relationships already.
The Masculine Pole and Feminine Cycle are full of recorded live calls I offered in late 2023. I had so much fun with these offerings, and yet they're both in the possession of fewer than 50 people.
The Masculine Pole provides essential understandings of men and what masculine energy IS. It illustrates the appalling and impossible expectations we set for men, the reasons we experience disappointment as we ask unreasonable divinity of fallible human beings, and the way we can come to appreciate and humanize men to actually receive of the masculine.
Feminine Cycle is about the ontology of manifestation, the literal practical beingness of the 4 phases we occupy in relationship to reality as it becomes real: Wanting, Receiving, Having, and Releasing. My relationship to what I Want looks completely different to how I relate with that thing as I Receive it, which looks completely different from the ongoing beingness of Having it, which looks completely different as I Release it and begin to desire something new.
As always, this has its application to heteronormative dating. As usual, this is only one meager application of a deep well of feminine power you'll access via this course. This cycle plays out fractally, including in the reproductive cycle of women who cycle, as it is the cycle of all of creation and manifestation in the most mundane, unmystical, but deeply magical sense.
I can't sit on these courses the way I have been.
In honor of my birthday, I'm distributing them at this never-before-seen, birthday-related price, and I hope you leap upon the opportunity, especially those of you who want recorded content to peruse at your leisure. These courses are where it's at, and I rarely make new recordings of my work.
Happy birthday month, to me and to you!
May you enjoy, delight, and surge with new possibilities in all your relationships to all of life.
I'm loving you.
Don't miss this, people!!