Linear and Non

The masculine creator consciousness is linear.

His task has a beginning, then a middle, then an end.

The creator seeks beginnings and seeks to always begin at the beginning. His processes, too, have beginnings, middles, and ends.

His beginnings are of a nature that the end is not yet accessible. He could not put up a roof before installing a foundation.

The masculine maintenance consciousness is mycelial, nonlinear. He addresses a cycle in which the ending is as available as the middle and the beginning.

Maintenance consciousness cycles backward as often as forward through the tasks of life—when the dishes are backed up, he puts the clean dishes away, even though the beginning of the process of "do the dishes" is "wash dishes," he knows that the void at the end initiates the beginning, enables or prevents it.

This is a collaborative and continuous process of refinement. This is what happens when creator consciousness applies the creation cycle to itself and enters into cooperation with the Anything that happens in the world, every now.

This is the Following component of masculine leadership, the deep honoring of the now-experience that grounds and girds his service, that is what he serves.

"He" serves this in all of us, this is our collective masculine component, because we are human beings, not zeroes or ones in a binary. As dynamic beings, we are the nuanced expression of their pattern, harnessing this binary to become some of the Anything that can happen here.

The urge to dismiss and degrade masculine creator, "hard cock" consciousness is a rightful discomfort with this consciousness applied where it does not belong.

Yet, we all must with humility acknowledge that this is what we were taught to value—process, order, creation, ongoing growth, material abundance, and how dare you ask for what? And how dare you suggest you might like to be comfortable while it happens?

This consciousness comes to be applied how it is because it IS THE ONLY TOOL. It's the only consciousness we are taught, it infuses every aspect of our society—extraction, starvation, deprivation as dignity, enforced power, control, hard work, striving, war.

There is precious little to be learned of the technology of yield, of field, of feeled, unless you go looking for it. Yield would never press herself upon you. You must seek her out, worse so you will seek her as she hides, cunningly, within every single thing.

Yield is sought, most of all by the exhausted, by the bewildered, those too broken to go on trying. It hurts, my love, in service to you. War will leave you injured, and you will find yourself enlightened by your healing.

You will feel every single thing before you find yield, and after.

And after is nowhere to be, it's only this same process of finding out, having a little more information every day.

Any process is a fractal of every process. Every process is a way of tuning the moment to produce my experience.

Holding exquisite technology to serve my experience is the ultimate freedom.