The past three years have been a deep dive for me into femininity, receiving provision and adoration on so many levels, experiencing the wealth mindset and wealth actions of devotional providership.
It healed and changed so much within me, to soften into that and trust that.
I loved being in that space, as feminine as I could get. And it wasn't sustainable for me (I know because it did not sustain).
Now, I'm in my own Daddy phase. Spoiling the shit out of my friends and loved ones, offering them real COVERING which is not help or fixing, not meeting needs, but the assurance of ongoing prosperity.
Offering this to my friends and loved ones is how I offer myself and my own inner feminine this assurance of prosperity. I do not concern myself with meeting my own needs, because that is holding a standard of scarcity and depletion.
Rather, I hold myself to a standard of provision and covering of my entire network, and I seek to see all forms of value, all forms of service, all varieties of resource, all forms of provision as they present themselves in my loved ones and myself, as my loved ones contribute to the web I hold which holds me.
When my commitment is to cover a network, my own needs are nestled within that, abundantly and automatically served.
It is up to me to see my loved ones as RESOURCES and never burdens, if I'm to hold a tone of devotion in an abundance economy. The largest and most savage way that I hold this standard is early discernment. I am selective with my loved ones, in regard to what I witness of their tone and practices. There is not one single person whose position alone guarantees them access to me. My loved ones hold the tone. My loved ones have exquisite relational practices which I admire.
The same way I chose an expensive and perfectly tuned living situation, I desire that my loved ones receive resources from me, not as a matter of their need (they are sovereign beings who care for themselves and their own networks) but as a matter of course, that we're holding a standard for a beautiful life TOGETHER.
When my embodied tonal standards require great resources, those resources flood in. When I know great resources must flow in, I must have an embodied tonal plan for their allocation or else I will block them.
There is NO OTHER REASON to possess resources than to cultivate and curate a beautiful life with the ones you love. When you understand that, you see resources with new eyes, and find wealth right here and now.